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i shudnt be the one.
不知者无罪
but still sorry. i dunno wad to say. alot of things u really kept it to urself.
i rather u tell me.
now u told me the start already dun leave me hanging in agony... hmmm.
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RIGHT! SELF INFLICT!
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smile more. ^^
jiayou. every common test paper you take now is one blue arrow.
23rd May will be your yellow circle. ^^
LOL!. and 23rd may is my bloody GP paper. -.- SCREWED!
chem spa tmr. SKILL a. the last skill to be tested.
LOL!!! coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool....
presenting the gays.
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but i think triple is the best. ^^
if only i did that for you.
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end up haveing a combine class with class 12. LOL!!
fate?
BOOO! she dun look sick to me leh. blah.
the weird thing is for the next 3 to 4 hours we have exactly the same lesson with class 12. something that i wun be taking note of until last night.
lousy hur?
LOL! stupid bernard. make me stay back for pe. if not we could have gone home as early as 1.45pm.
cos bio was shift forward.
tmr is you CT. jiayou ba.
mine is next week!! and the camp is round the corner.
to be exact. 23may to 29may.
its a freaking 6 day training camp.
URGH!
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why get so bothered by it
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she's not even ur gf alr
true.
sorry. i shouldn't have bothered you.
heck care attitude really gets u the one way ticket to happiness?
maybe it just make you look like a fool in front of everyone.
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hmm... if only what happen tonight happen 3 months ago.
LOL! we maybe in a less screwed postion now. its all me.
but nevertheless i am still happy. =) contented.
guess we just need some patience+tolerance+psycho-ness+a pinch of heck care-ness
we will make our world a better place....
BTW!! N95 8GB is just..........................
astonishing.
speechless.
cool.
perfect.
just like you.
pretty girl. =)
RMB those days when we took 5 min just to say bye on msn and the phone.
now its just a matter of SECONDS.
cool bi le....
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T.T HAIZ! stupid dream. screw it. URGH!
on a lighter note..... N95!!! here i come!
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HOLY!!! WOOOOOTS! =.=
scarely he joking only. =x
but he say i will have to use his N73 for the time being. he will let me use the N95 when he come back the next time. RAH!!
CHEATER~
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ANYWAY!!
today is a SUPER tired day. hmm. luckily got CDAC. yawn. tata.
jiayou for ur common test and take care of ur stomach cramp.
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to you,
i dunno how to express myself. but i know its hard to believe it will work when i am like so... childish? hmm.. but the truth is i just wan you to hold those memories of that 17 months... i know i screwed up this relationship. you have the freedom to forget anything about me. but trust me i won't forget you, and i never regretted having you as my girlfriend. its unfair to blame you for leaving me. after all i am the one a fault. i dun blame you. but definitely as a ex of a horrible boyfriend, you ought to feel hurt and wan to forget every shit about me.
every relationship is like a economy? there is sure to be fluctuations ever now and then. there are times when we are super happy and times when we hit the bottom - recession. but ultimately i just wan you to be happy. yea. i know i am a lousy guy and screws things up every now and then. =x and of cos as any other boyfriends who wan their girlfriends to be happy, i wan to save things. but apparently i am a sucky economist too. =x all my 'policies' never work. whats more it screws things up even more. when i wan AD to increase, it stupidly start to decrease drastically.
i tried to save whatever that is left. sorry. i am tired too. CT is round the corner. mug first. its really not the time to make you so fan nao anymore.
i know i suck. and to that 'passerby'. open your eyes and see. i am the one who dun deserve her. but still... next time get your facts right. =x i am the sucky one here.
HMMM
today is a boring day. come to think of it... after paying $61.50 i will have.... 30 bucks for the rest of the month. WOOOOOTS! so much money left for the present. hur. =x DOOOOOOMSDAY~
btw. the cake is nice. the pizza is nice. still. the VIDEO is the best.
nice job IVY! ^^
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怎么说忘就忘记这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记
我想这一定是报应都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回的离去
黄色丝巾是想念在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你
我只想要和你在一起
我只想要和你不分离
sorry to turn you off. sorry..
btw my bro is back. he is laughing like crazy in the kitchen now..
dunno why... hmmm.. tot kids' laughter shud make me feel better?
hmm... maybe only urs will make me feel better.
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so nice. i think i will change the blogskin soon.
but i dunno how to change leh.. =x
ANYWAY! today was a.... tiring day?
dunno la. just shitted out blood.
hmm.. worrying hor. but trust me. its dam gross.....
hope its not colon ******....
touch woood~~~~
came across this song on the net....
当你孤单你会想起谁 by 张栋梁
haha. thats what i want to ask you.....
hmmmm..
hope you will cheer up soon.
dunno what make you so sad.
but yea.. cheer up. if its becos of the race... dun worry la. you put in ur best le..
maybe by the time you read this u will be ok le.
HA!
tata~ tired.
bro coming back tmr!!!
EXCITING~
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that was how close we used to be. =x
NO LINK!! 3 cm is a unlucky measurement....
i need 220 cm for a silver in SBJ!!!
i got a BLOODY 217 cm!!!!!!
WTF?!!
result of the first retest~~
CHIN UP - 5
SIT UP - 44
SIT AND REACH - 49 cm
SBJ - 217 cm
SHUTTLE RUN - 10.3s
2.4 km RUN - 11.34 min
WOW!!! all my results are better than last time one...
T.T stupid SBJ!
i was so close to a silver....
3 cm in fact....
T.T
WOW!!!! SAD SAD SAD!!!!!
haiz. come to think of it....
i improved alot for chin up..
credit goes to uncle TOH!
thanx to his 'come on one more'
ARHAHAHAHA!! thanks bro!!
aiya.. dam fed-up.
suan le...
HAHA! some one will never come encourage me anyway!
OHYA!!! i bleeded during my break today.
hurhur~
and wads more i stained my shirt.
taht irritating monthly thing~
BOOO!!
ARHAHAHA! no la. only she will think i am a girl.
anyway i nose bleed today.
dunno why.
just happen to buy my food and blood started to drip....
from my nose if u are wondering from where. -.-
RAH! unglam. haiz.
class photo was fun. ^^
luckily wasnt standing beside AHEM....
no offence. =)
DAY 100!!
WOOTS! i reached it. remembered that promise?
if you forget. no worries. i remembered. =)
Many things have lost their meaning in life. New ones are always better. After all you paid for it. =)
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ARHAHA! now u know why i am so late home. obviously i went to help out lo.
keep myself busy ma.
but i choose the wrong time. tmr got CHEM test.
LOL!i just realise arenes is tested. nitrogen not tested!!
WAHHHH! sian ar!!
CANT BELIEVE IT!!!
i was late for sch this morning. HUR! maybe cos i sleep too late.
dunno what was i doing.
ANYWAY! i step into the school at 8.01 am
LOL! that Mr. Sim came to me and say....
"boy! u are one minute late. you will have to serve CWO you know?? you know??? tell me when are ur breaks."
trust me. he repeated 'you know' twice.....
HOLY! i was still blur blur de.
BOO!!! end up i carried 1 x 38 cones and 25 x 38 magazine to the hall...
CWO: help set up the place for the mindef briefing for JC1 during their mass civics..
.... where got help lo... is i do ALONE?!
hmm.. i just wan ur help..
LOL! library is condusive for mugging. jiayou ba. dun wan to ask who went with you.
haha.. bala mentioned monk scandal.....
LOL!! oh~~
ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!! friday is farewell... and i have do the freaking video yet!
T.T IVY!! WHERE IS THE VIDEO CAM?!
WAHAHAHA! not as if you can see. BOOO!
when the cry for help because an act of childishness....
i will turn into a butterfly~~~
BOOO! RANDOM>>>>>
LOL! does it rhythm?
nah...
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takes me forever to rmb that name. brother something de.
anyway. did 3 mind maps and finish my bio spa. still dun get it.
how to do skill c??
boo. stupid conclusions.
HMMMM!!
she dun deserve it. i wan be some one special too.. to a girl please. that is something u will never want to give again. i can no longer give u the happiness you wanted. All that u wanted comes in a package now... passion and everything that makes u happy, cheers u up and make u feel loved.
"claim to love.."
if to love is to let go so easily without even trying to get u back. i think that is "claim to love". at least i tried. and failed badly. but thats wad i did to love. just tell me that i dun deserve your time. serious. i know i dun.
no one is there anymore.
no one will care anymore.
and PAN XIANG JUN.
you are definitely not no one.
thats the biggest different u have when u are the one dumping and when u are the one getting dumped.
you are stubborn. what u have decided no one have the power to change it... just have to leave with it..
have always been looking for an answer in the past 3 months. tot i could i that slightest chance that you still love me and hold on to it. apparently to you, all of it boils down to jealousy. jealous.. why will i be so jealous? definitely not because i am a jealous freak. if only u could stop taking me as a freak. i could hear ur anger and frustration through that phone.
Hello~ ( happily)
*after i said hi*
oh. its you. what?
URGH! i know you hate me.
T.T save me. no one will.
i know i suck. as a bf, as a fren or even as some one on the street..
you already found ur true happiness. what's making you not happy is just me.
sorry. take care and after the 100th day this blog will be gone.
i think? hahaha!
p.s this is the 98th day le.
so what if it left a scar on you.
so what if u are hurt too...
definitely they will heal it for you.
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BOO!!! bio SPA tmr. i dun even rmb doing a SPA before la. shit shit shit.
chem lecture test on TUESDAY! arhahaha. another killer..
wads more to come... GP compre test on thursday.
LOL!! and worse come to worse. its right after PE.
sure sleep one. T.T =x
oh... napha retest also next week....
T.T on the tuesday i think..
so wad if ican do 4 pull ups now.
that '加油' doesn't come from the bottom of your heart. i could hear it. its just fu yan.
thats besides the point. LOL!
i just realise for a sliver i need 5. =x
for board jump.... ARHAHHA! din train at all. sure die. T.T
haiz. no one no one no one~~~~
booo!
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just nice to hear all those emo songs with so many people with you.
hmm. emo the whole day for wad?
when she on the other side "got "chua dio" by the phone for like the umpteenth time."
URGH! lol. suddenly remind me of the song 傻瓜 sang by one of the ajcian....
just nice to describe a fucking noob 傻瓜 like me.
be it sad, emo, vex, happy, bored, sian, tired, cried, restless or wadever u feel...
i am no longer the first one u will confront in. not even the one.
enough of the emo thing. hope the fucking walk from AJC to Bedok Jetty and get u out of my mind. if not i can just jump off the jetty.
for a swim. -.-
URGH! hope ur dance jacket is nice.
as long as u are truly happy.
i said that line.
have to live with it.
fuck.
tired of spending nights thinking of you before falling asleep..
worse still sleeping with a wet pillow really make me sick.
think i better jump off the jetty tmr.
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yawn. super tired. but i cant sleep leh.
shud continue mugging.
arhahaha. glad that so many people love you the way u wan..
how many of u out there love me? raise ur hands!
LOL! 'u' refers to GIRLS ONLY>!!
arhhahaha.. no offense. ^^
anyway. WOW! i see no hands. PERFECT!
arhahahaahahaha. stupid chem spa just drove me crazy.
that 3 magic words really stuck at my mouth.
can no longer say it... guess too long never say..
and i am shy.
lol. yea. u are right again... whats done can never be undone...
T.T
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skill A leh. and i am still here.
shudnt i be mugging?
BOOOO~~! later ba. =x
hahahahaha! i dun deny taht i feel sad when u say wads done cant be undone.
LOL! but maybe can start a new chapter?
sounds impossible..
and now is definitely not the time ba.. hmmm..
just pray the feeling is not gone and our story will still continue one day.
LOL!! nice song!
brown is nice!!
so is ice coffee......
i'm running from reality
and into my own world
