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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Day 125

lol. i am back. went to ICA today to get I/C with my fren.

was TIRED! then this stupid question came up. did i cross the line? LOL!!

ok.

erm. how i know? i dun see any line? i pressume u din?

ARHAHAH! ok. lets tok abt the camp. =.=

LOL! presenting to you. the jokes of the camp. these really happened. =x

credit goes to yujing. =.=

1."Instructor Shaam" (fav joke for the whole camp)

The campers got short circuit bcos when Mugilan was talkin to them and asked them "Is this clear?" . All the campers replied "Yes! Instructor Shaam!" ( and i think is only becos of their similar skin colour..).

O_O then the followin happened:

Mugilan: This is Instructor Shaam (point to Shaam). Im Instructor Mugilan (point to himself). R u blind? (serious tone)

Campers: Yes instructor! (suddenly snap out of dream) No! No! No! Instructor! (predicted reaction)

LOL! missed this one. was sleeping in the conference room i think. ARHAHAHA! super tired you see. =.=

2. Rachel toilet peep

Early in the morning, Rachel went into the toilet to bath. The bathing rooms in LAC only have curtains to pull out when ppl want to bathe.

I dunno why Rachel did this, but she went to open one closed curtain in 1 of the cubicles. Then it followed by "Ah....................!!" from the camper inside. =.=

eh. i am a guy. plus rachel was sick. ARHHAAH! so heard this from the girls. poor J1. Y I NOT THERE!!! holy shit. i heard she was totally stripped?! arhaha. just joking.-.-

3. Walkie talkie no. 8

Some of the instructors were issued with walkie talkies iin LAC. When all of the ppl were leaving LAC for AJC, we realised that out of the 10 walkie talkies we have, walkie talkie no 8 was missin. All of the intructors and teachers were frantically searching for the missin walkie talkie bcos every1 was rushing back to AJC. They combed the camp site, running all ard like mad, tryin to find the walkie talkie.

Suddenly, some teacher called and told us: "Rmb last time Mr sim told us abt the 10 walkie talkies? There is walkie talikie 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,9,10 and 11. There is no walkie talkie no 8."

ok. this one i was there. totally wasted our time. me and gavin was like busily counting. then suddenly gavin said," EH! wait. we only got 10 walkie wad." =.= then willy came down the lane and say.. there is no NUMBER 8. LOL! really feel like bashing him. LOL! but we din. we needed him for the last 3 days of the camp u see. =x lol.


sort of miss the camp. ARHAHAH! its the most memorable camp you see. =x no other reasons. ^^

conclusion. i am tired and sorry for the 5 miss calls. shit.

10:54 PM

Friday, May 30, 2008

Day 124

HELLO EVERYBODY!!! i am BACK!

arhahaha. those of u who missed me pls tagg. ^^

BOOOOOOOOOOO. *whooops* thats a sensitive word to someone. =x

arhahaha. okok. still on high note as u all can see. just cant get over the fact that the camp is over.

LOL! before the bloody camp i was just cursing and swearing at it. =x

it really changed my perspective of leadership camps.

there are a whole load of people out there who cares for you.

be it the campers or the Instructors.

for the first time in 3 years i felt that authority there again when people started to call me instructor lejun.

p.s. the last time was when i am in uniform group.

LOL! anyway. the first day of the camp was just boring. a bit screwed up here and there.

but everything turn out fine.

DAY 2 we went to LAC. as a part of the game comm we end up waking up at 5. LOL! reason being we have to be there early to set up the stations before hte campers arrive.

i was the high element I/C and as expected by many, i smell of roasted pork at the end of the day. =x

LOL!! DAY 3. thats when the tiredness kicks in. u can see all the campers half died while the instructors try to be alive when they are already died. =x

we are super humans remember? we aren't allowed to show any sign of tiredness in front of the campers.

BOOOOOOOOO!

luckily LAC had this air-con conference room aka the LOGISTIC room for the camp.

arhahaha. most of the instructors went in to take a quick nap before switch duties with their fellow group instructors.

thats how tired we are. even a 10 min quick nap is a booster for many of us.

DAY 4 if i am not wrong is the SANDCASTLE building. it was not as fun as i tot. lol. its just hot and i am just standing there looking at the campers do. we arent suppose to help. =.=

LOL! finally i couldnt take it anymore and i step in to help. its fun to build sandcastle.

due to the HOT weather, i must emphasize not becos of my weight, the top of of clock tower collapse when i tried to shape it. =x

LOL! i think its was too dry. ARHAHAH! then everyone stunned and went orhhor~~~

-.- shit.

ARHAHA! taht night was horrible. i think huimin left the camp halfway for her competition in malaysia. now game comm is one woman short. =x

LOL! the worse thing is i got injuired by a door?

stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid.

rah. the door just close and hit my heels. =x it was bleeding quite badly. but nvm. its ok now.

ARHAHA! no worries. ^^

DAY 5 was SL!! we went to st luke eldercare (yishun)..

thanx to bernard's help if not i will have brought my campers to yishun park. =x

ANYWAY! we had fun there helping the elders though half the time we where just sitting there toking. =x but nvm.

never the less the campers learns something abt SL project.

arhhahaa. basically i was the runner for the day. many SIs asked me to help them buy presents for their campers. LOL!

DAY 5 was also the land ex. =x dun tok to me about the 20km walk anymore. i practically couldnt feel my legs at the end of everything.

ARHAHAA! ok la. maybe i could feel. but all i felt was pain?

the sun rise at ECP was nice. too bad the stupid cloud blocked it. spoil our special moment.

NVM! =x

went back to AJ for a QUICK rest before the start of graduation. ARHAHAHA!!

my quick rest was really quick lo. its like 10 min?

ARAHAHA! and pearlyn attempted to bully me. RAH!

according to malikka many of the SIs were toking abt me and pearlyn. even the campers asked if instructor pearlyn and instructor lejun are together. LOL! ok. STUN!

hello everybody? wake up. =x

YAWN! basically it ended. ARHAHAHAH! so many yada yada must have bored u guys to death. no worries!! PICTURE TIME!



whos head so big? ARHAHAHA! took up half the picture la. =.=



EH! i think they are doing SANDCASTLE discussion. ARHHAAH!



ACID RIVER!! ARHAHAHA! they were singing Bob the builder!!



before setting off for land ex. those aren't ribena. its GLUCOSE!



LOL! during the land ex...



WOOOOTS! surprising eh. even at the end of 20 km walk all of they are still so active. ^^



GO OSAGES~~~



=.= osages again.



and yet again. where was i looking?! aRHAHAHA!



the sunrise. credit goes to pearlyn. my camera sux. ARHAHAA!

the sunrise symbolize the start of a new beginning.. the camp may have come to an end. but to many others this is just another new beginning. ^^

for me. eh. its a new beginning too. ^^

GO OSAGE!!

2:23 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Day 117

LOL! bye all~~

1:54 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Day 116 Part 2

LOL! just pack finish my bag. CHECK IT OUT! its huge.



LOL! looks normal to you?! look at this one compare with my SCHOOL bag. -.-



LOL! now my big school bag looks like a tiny bag to it. -.-

its huge lo. sian. but luckily its just ONE bag. ARHHAHA!

10x better than last year. i had to carry 2 bags.

plus last year i dun have my phone with me. hmm.

ok. no more last year. wads left is 2nd half of the year. BOOOOOOOOO!

9:24 PM

Day 116

woooots. AJC got 2nd for basketball A division championship. LOL!!

CONGRATS! went down to support.

was a fierce fight.

and the guys hated that piece of pork from HCI!

LOL!

tmr is the start of the camp. HOLY! and i haven pack my bag.

plus i miss a torchlight and a pe shirt.

shit.

hmm... realise all are good guys. no wonder i appear to be so bad in front of u.

but definitely they are good guys. that come from the bottom of my heart.

and indeed. they are nothing like me. hmm.. or rather i am nothing like them.

after all the bad things should always look up to the good ones in which case the bad come BEFORE the good. -.- okay. confusing. the GP ct just drove me nuts.

i actually defined violence as the deliberate attempt to inflict pain on others.

shit. thats TORTURE!

screwed. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

7:33 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Day 115 Part 2

holy shit. -.- i actually did wad mr ang suggested.

START WORK at 12.30.

LOL! nah. i am 1 and half hour ahead of time.

LOL! but still. i am screwed.

shall read up abt ethics and ethics and MORE ethics.

maybe i shud touch terrorist in response to bernard's tips.

=.= or media?

BOOO! now i realise i got a whole lot to study.

ARHHAA! doooooooooooooooooomed. ^^

i see the light. ARGH~

11:01 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Day 114

lol. horribly tireing day. -.-

weird adjective. how ar........... GP test this thursday.

not as if u care.

ANYWAY! tmr no cca for me.. WOOTS! finally get to go home early and start mugging.

just realise i haven start packing for my 6days camp...

gone case le.

guess its a good time for u to catch up with ur fellow excos too. since the last time u seen them was 3days ago. wonder how much a pear u will look like after like 4 hours of training with 9 people? LOL! who called u a pear? no need to answer also know la. -.- doesnt matter. u say it helps jiu helps ba. after all only seeing him will u feel happy.

i am just a free bird.

other bird sells at 3 bucks for 5.

i am FOC!!

7:31 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

Day 113 Part 2

lol. decided to remove the ADULT content thingy. -.-

no as if my blog got porn....

ANYWAYS!! just finish packing my bio file.

LEJUN'S believe it or not.

it took up 2 GIGANTIC ring files.

-.- and goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooos.

ITS ALL FULLED UP TO THE MAX!!

holy. how to carry home tmr.-.-

p.s. going in the monring is easier.

ARHAHAHA!! thanx to uncle toh. ^^

hmm.. its just so awkward. sorry. u are just not my cup of tea. plus i got someone i like le....
SO!! frens are still the best? ^^

10:19 PM

Day 113

LOL! the choir concert was not bad. really an eye opener.

not becos of the choir but becos of the durian shell...

its reay nice in the concert halls. LOL!

though we were sitting at the so called 'circle' seats. -.-

next up NJ dance concert.

thats the last concert i will be going le.

LOL!i think.-.-

no money to go other concert le. ARHAHA!!

mugging plan................

23rd to 28th AB camp

29th to 3rd june bio

4th to 9th chem

10th to 15th maths

15th to 20th econs

20th to 22nd SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiya. will i follow this? LOL!! highly ahem... -.-

i am worried about you. hope u are okay.

4 more days to the end of ur CT. jiayou. life after CT will be great. stick with him more maybe that will save u that friendship again. sorry. its all because of me that u and him end up like this.

11:34 AM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Day 112

i just cant forget ur face. hmm..

you are too cute le ba...

sorry.

seeing ur photos alone is enuff to make my heart twitch...

anyway choir concert tmr. hope its a good one ba. ^^

1:28 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Day 111 PArt 2

college day was a totaly waste of time. din get to send my dad and my bro off cos of college day.

URGH!!!

fuck man... din even get to see them for the last time.

hmm. i am just worried. confused. i shud stop thinking and cool down.

cool down ba.

i am tired of jumping for a stuck kite.

6:46 PM

Day 111

i am sorry. i know u are happier with him around as ur friend.

i shudnt be the one.

不知者无罪

but still sorry. i dunno wad to say. alot of things u really kept it to urself.

i rather u tell me.

now u told me the start already dun leave me hanging in agony... hmmm.

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12:40 AM

Friday, May 16, 2008

Day 110

urgh. it sucks. Aquarius are all sadist. liek to self inflict pain de.

RIGHT! SELF INFLICT!

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10:15 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Day 109



smile more. ^^

jiayou. every common test paper you take now is one blue arrow.

23rd May will be your yellow circle. ^^

LOL!. and 23rd may is my bloody GP paper. -.- SCREWED!

chem spa tmr. SKILL a. the last skill to be tested.

LOL!!! coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool....

presenting the gays.

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5:26 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Day 108

LOL! single is good. double is good also.

but i think triple is the best. ^^









if only i did that for you.

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10:28 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Day 107

lol. today was just a boring day. hahaa. bio was shifted forward to 9 am cos the teacher say she was sick.

end up haveing a combine class with class 12. LOL!!

fate?

BOOO! she dun look sick to me leh. blah.

the weird thing is for the next 3 to 4 hours we have exactly the same lesson with class 12. something that i wun be taking note of until last night.

lousy hur?

LOL! stupid bernard. make me stay back for pe. if not we could have gone home as early as 1.45pm.

cos bio was shift forward.

tmr is you CT. jiayou ba.

mine is next week!! and the camp is round the corner.

to be exact. 23may to 29may.

its a freaking 6 day training camp.

URGH!

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7:56 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Day 106 Part 2

wad am i? compared to all the cute, talented and nice guys around you. that u share food with. wad am i compared to them. piece of shit. maybe just a spark of dust.

ӝ
why get so bothered by it
ӝ
she's not even ur gf alr

true.

sorry. i shouldn't have bothered you.

heck care attitude really gets u the one way ticket to happiness?
maybe it just make you look like a fool in front of everyone.

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10:44 PM

Day 106

LOL!! so happy tonight. dunno why. just super happy!!

hmm... if only what happen tonight happen 3 months ago.

LOL! we maybe in a less screwed postion now. its all me.

but nevertheless i am still happy. =) contented.

guess we just need some patience+tolerance+psycho-ness+a pinch of heck care-ness

we will make our world a better place....


BTW!! N95 8GB is just..........................

astonishing.

speechless.

cool.

perfect.

just like you.

pretty girl. =)




RMB those days when we took 5 min just to say bye on msn and the phone.
now its just a matter of SECONDS.
cool bi le....

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1:21 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Day 105

URGH! i feel super guilty. yes. its you. i feel that i 对不起你。让你那么心痛....

T.T HAIZ! stupid dream. screw it. URGH!

on a lighter note..... N95!!! here i come!

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10:43 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Day 104 Part 2

SIAO LIAO!!! my dad decided to get me N95 8GB?!!!

HOLY!!! WOOOOOTS! =.=

scarely he joking only. =x

but he say i will have to use his N73 for the time being. he will let me use the N95 when he come back the next time. RAH!!

CHEATER~

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7:33 PM

Day 104

lol. hahaha. nvm. dun matter which you wear, at home or outside. as long as it served its purpose.

ANYWAY!!

today is a SUPER tired day. hmm. luckily got CDAC. yawn. tata.

jiayou for ur common test and take care of ur stomach cramp.

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6:00 PM

Friday, May 9, 2008

Day 103

shit. whoever said that please own up? hmm. you know what i am toking abt.

to you,

i dunno how to express myself. but i know its hard to believe it will work when i am like so... childish? hmm.. but the truth is i just wan you to hold those memories of that 17 months... i know i screwed up this relationship. you have the freedom to forget anything about me. but trust me i won't forget you, and i never regretted having you as my girlfriend. its unfair to blame you for leaving me. after all i am the one a fault. i dun blame you. but definitely as a ex of a horrible boyfriend, you ought to feel hurt and wan to forget every shit about me.

every relationship is like a economy? there is sure to be fluctuations ever now and then. there are times when we are super happy and times when we hit the bottom - recession. but ultimately i just wan you to be happy. yea. i know i am a lousy guy and screws things up every now and then. =x and of cos as any other boyfriends who wan their girlfriends to be happy, i wan to save things. but apparently i am a sucky economist too. =x all my 'policies' never work. whats more it screws things up even more. when i wan AD to increase, it stupidly start to decrease drastically.

i tried to save whatever that is left. sorry. i am tired too. CT is round the corner. mug first. its really not the time to make you so fan nao anymore.

i know i suck. and to that 'passerby'. open your eyes and see. i am the one who dun deserve her. but still... next time get your facts right. =x i am the sucky one here.


HMMM


today is a boring day. come to think of it... after paying $61.50 i will have.... 30 bucks for the rest of the month. WOOOOOTS! so much money left for the present. hur. =x DOOOOOOMSDAY~

btw. the cake is nice. the pizza is nice. still. the VIDEO is the best.

nice job IVY! ^^

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11:26 PM

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Day 102

我只想要 by 7朵花

怎么说忘就忘记这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记
我想这一定是报应都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回的离去
黄色丝巾是想念在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你
我只想要和你在一起
我只想要和你不分离



sorry to turn you off. sorry..

btw my bro is back. he is laughing like crazy in the kitchen now..

dunno why... hmmm.. tot kids' laughter shud make me feel better?

hmm... maybe only urs will make me feel better.

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7:05 PM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Day 101

boooo. cant bear to click the 'Delete Blog?' button.

so nice. i think i will change the blogskin soon.

but i dunno how to change leh.. =x

ANYWAY! today was a.... tiring day?

dunno la. just shitted out blood.

hmm.. worrying hor. but trust me. its dam gross.....

hope its not colon ******....

touch woood~~~~

came across this song on the net....

当你孤单你会想起谁 by 张栋梁



haha. thats what i want to ask you.....

hmmmm..

hope you will cheer up soon.

dunno what make you so sad.

but yea.. cheer up. if its becos of the race... dun worry la. you put in ur best le..

maybe by the time you read this u will be ok le.

HA!

tata~ tired.

bro coming back tmr!!!

EXCITING~

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10:23 PM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Day 100

WOW! SIAN AR!! wtf?!! 3 cm...

that was how close we used to be. =x

NO LINK!! 3 cm is a unlucky measurement....

i need 220 cm for a silver in SBJ!!!

i got a BLOODY 217 cm!!!!!!

WTF?!!

result of the first retest~~

CHIN UP - 5

SIT UP - 44

SIT AND REACH - 49 cm

SBJ - 217 cm

SHUTTLE RUN - 10.3s

2.4 km RUN - 11.34 min

WOW!!! all my results are better than last time one...

T.T stupid SBJ!

i was so close to a silver....

3 cm in fact....

T.T

WOW!!!! SAD SAD SAD!!!!!

haiz. come to think of it....

i improved alot for chin up..

credit goes to uncle TOH!

thanx to his 'come on one more'

ARHAHAHAHA!! thanks bro!!

aiya.. dam fed-up.

suan le...

HAHA! some one will never come encourage me anyway!

OHYA!!! i bleeded during my break today.

hurhur~

and wads more i stained my shirt.

taht irritating monthly thing~

BOOO!!

ARHAHAHA! no la. only she will think i am a girl.

anyway i nose bleed today.

dunno why.

just happen to buy my food and blood started to drip....

from my nose if u are wondering from where. -.-

RAH! unglam. haiz.

class photo was fun. ^^

luckily wasnt standing beside AHEM....

no offence. =)

DAY 100!!

WOOTS! i reached it. remembered that promise?

if you forget. no worries. i remembered. =)






Many things have lost their meaning in life. New ones are always better. After all you paid for it. =)

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9:35 PM

Monday, May 5, 2008

Day 99

lol. haiz. just came home. having bonding game this coming wednesday.

ARHAHA! now u know why i am so late home. obviously i went to help out lo.

keep myself busy ma.

but i choose the wrong time. tmr got CHEM test.

LOL!i just realise arenes is tested. nitrogen not tested!!

WAHHHH! sian ar!!

CANT BELIEVE IT!!!

i was late for sch this morning. HUR! maybe cos i sleep too late.

dunno what was i doing.

ANYWAY! i step into the school at 8.01 am

LOL! that Mr. Sim came to me and say....

"boy! u are one minute late. you will have to serve CWO you know?? you know??? tell me when are ur breaks."

trust me. he repeated 'you know' twice.....

HOLY! i was still blur blur de.

BOO!!! end up i carried 1 x 38 cones and 25 x 38 magazine to the hall...

CWO: help set up the place for the mindef briefing for JC1 during their mass civics..

.... where got help lo... is i do ALONE?!

hmm.. i just wan ur help..

LOL! library is condusive for mugging. jiayou ba. dun wan to ask who went with you.

haha.. bala mentioned monk scandal.....

LOL!! oh~~

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!! friday is farewell... and i have do the freaking video yet!

T.T IVY!! WHERE IS THE VIDEO CAM?!

WAHAHAHA! not as if you can see. BOOO!

when the cry for help because an act of childishness....
i will turn into a butterfly~~~

BOOO! RANDOM>>>>>

LOL! does it rhythm?

nah...

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8:30 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Day 98 Part 2

LOL! just came back from mugging at that cafe. dunno wad name. =x

takes me forever to rmb that name. brother something de.

anyway. did 3 mind maps and finish my bio spa. still dun get it.

how to do skill c??

boo. stupid conclusions.

HMMMM!!

she dun deserve it. i wan be some one special too.. to a girl please. that is something u will never want to give again. i can no longer give u the happiness you wanted. All that u wanted comes in a package now... passion and everything that makes u happy, cheers u up and make u feel loved.

"claim to love.."

if to love is to let go so easily without even trying to get u back. i think that is "claim to love". at least i tried. and failed badly. but thats wad i did to love. just tell me that i dun deserve your time. serious. i know i dun.

no one is there anymore.

no one will care anymore.

and PAN XIANG JUN.

you are definitely not no one.

thats the biggest different u have when u are the one dumping and when u are the one getting dumped.

you are stubborn. what u have decided no one have the power to change it... just have to leave with it..

have always been looking for an answer in the past 3 months. tot i could i that slightest chance that you still love me and hold on to it. apparently to you, all of it boils down to jealousy. jealous.. why will i be so jealous? definitely not because i am a jealous freak. if only u could stop taking me as a freak. i could hear ur anger and frustration through that phone.

Hello~ ( happily)
*after i said hi*
oh. its you. what?

URGH! i know you hate me.

T.T save me. no one will.

i know i suck. as a bf, as a fren or even as some one on the street..

you already found ur true happiness. what's making you not happy is just me.

sorry. take care and after the 100th day this blog will be gone.

i think? hahaha!

p.s this is the 98th day le.

so what if it left a scar on you.
so what if u are hurt too...
definitely they will heal it for you.

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4:44 PM

Day 97 to 98

... i am tired. i guess everything that stand in our way we could have settle it with ease. its just you dun wan to be with me anymore. nothing is the problem. the guy is the problem. so the guy is nothing. =x LOL! dunno why. felt relieve. maybe i am crazy. not maybe. yes i am crazy. over a girl who thinks she dun worth my time when is the reason for leaving is actually the other way round.. but yea. i got the answer. how you really feel. i guess that was the answer. "i just dun wan to be with you.." so what if people dun take a second look at you.. and so what if i do? shouldn't that make you feel wanted... lousy logic. think you should feel scare. if only a handsome guy like des-without-gf stared at ur 2 times. then will you ever feel wanted ba.. enuff of souring. enuff of patching.. i am tired.. yes i am. torn apart yet again.

BOO!!! bio SPA tmr. i dun even rmb doing a SPA before la. shit shit shit.

chem lecture test on TUESDAY! arhahaha. another killer..

wads more to come... GP compre test on thursday.

LOL!! and worse come to worse. its right after PE.

sure sleep one. T.T =x

oh... napha retest also next week....

T.T on the tuesday i think..

so wad if ican do 4 pull ups now.

that '加油' doesn't come from the bottom of your heart. i could hear it. its just fu yan.

thats besides the point. LOL!

i just realise for a sliver i need 5. =x

for board jump.... ARHAHHA! din train at all. sure die. T.T

haiz. no one no one no one~~~~

booo!

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9:11 AM

Friday, May 2, 2008

Day 96 Part 2

lol. AJ IDOL WAS just SUPER!! arhaha..

just nice to hear all those emo songs with so many people with you.

hmm. emo the whole day for wad?

when she on the other side "got "chua dio" by the phone for like the umpteenth time."

URGH! lol. suddenly remind me of the song 傻瓜 sang by one of the ajcian....

just nice to describe a fucking noob 傻瓜 like me.

be it sad, emo, vex, happy, bored, sian, tired, cried, restless or wadever u feel...

i am no longer the first one u will confront in. not even the one.

enough of the emo thing. hope the fucking walk from AJC to Bedok Jetty and get u out of my mind. if not i can just jump off the jetty.

for a swim. -.-

URGH! hope ur dance jacket is nice.

as long as u are truly happy.

i said that line.

have to live with it.

fuck.

tired of spending nights thinking of you before falling asleep..

worse still sleeping with a wet pillow really make me sick.

think i better jump off the jetty tmr.

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11:27 PM

Day 96

LOL!! boo... chem spa skill A sucks.....

yawn. super tired. but i cant sleep leh.

shud continue mugging.

arhahaha. glad that so many people love you the way u wan..

how many of u out there love me? raise ur hands!

LOL! 'u' refers to GIRLS ONLY>!!

arhhahaha.. no offense. ^^

anyway. WOW! i see no hands. PERFECT!

arhahahaahahaha. stupid chem spa just drove me crazy.

that 3 magic words really stuck at my mouth.

can no longer say it... guess too long never say..

and i am shy.

lol. yea. u are right again... whats done can never be undone...

T.T

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12:12 AM

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Day 95 Part 3

hahaah. die liao. tmr got CHEM pre SPA...

skill A leh. and i am still here.

shudnt i be mugging?

BOOOO~~! later ba. =x

hahahahaha! i dun deny taht i feel sad when u say wads done cant be undone.

LOL! but maybe can start a new chapter?

sounds impossible..

and now is definitely not the time ba.. hmmm..

just pray the feeling is not gone and our story will still continue one day.

LOL!! nice song!

brown is nice!!

so is ice coffee......

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8:35 PM

Day 95 Part 2

HAHAHA. this song really make my heart twitch..

BOOOO~ hate that feeling. =x


我们的故事 by Tension

在你左右
还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手
不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得~~~
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘份会继续
我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收穫
你愿意在耐心等候
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完

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3:33 PM

Day 95

LOL. wad a night!! blablablah~

that stupid dream is back to haunt me again after like so long.....

LOL! ok la. not very long. the last time it came was in....

July 07? i think.

2 consecutive days somemore.

exactly the same dream.

hahaha. was make to believe that it is a dream a dream a DREAM!

LOL! but now its like partially...

nvm. =x

dun feel weak yea? you are not la.

i starting to feel super inferior. ARHAHA!

you are getting all A s and i am getting all U s...

even napha also.... haiz.

shud just die in a fire.

and who is eunice goh? arhahaha. i wan a kiss too!!

CHEY!! hmmm. conclusion. dun feel weak. i am weaker?

just got this feeling that wad i did won't help you anyway...

got i dun get the i-am-okay response.

ARHAHAHAH! nvm. my sensory nerves are going haywire.

lol. i also wan to undo things. maybe its just the 'xin'?

i dunno....

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12:59 PM

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