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Friday, May 9, 2008

Day 103

shit. whoever said that please own up? hmm. you know what i am toking abt.

to you,

i dunno how to express myself. but i know its hard to believe it will work when i am like so... childish? hmm.. but the truth is i just wan you to hold those memories of that 17 months... i know i screwed up this relationship. you have the freedom to forget anything about me. but trust me i won't forget you, and i never regretted having you as my girlfriend. its unfair to blame you for leaving me. after all i am the one a fault. i dun blame you. but definitely as a ex of a horrible boyfriend, you ought to feel hurt and wan to forget every shit about me.

every relationship is like a economy? there is sure to be fluctuations ever now and then. there are times when we are super happy and times when we hit the bottom - recession. but ultimately i just wan you to be happy. yea. i know i am a lousy guy and screws things up every now and then. =x and of cos as any other boyfriends who wan their girlfriends to be happy, i wan to save things. but apparently i am a sucky economist too. =x all my 'policies' never work. whats more it screws things up even more. when i wan AD to increase, it stupidly start to decrease drastically.

i tried to save whatever that is left. sorry. i am tired too. CT is round the corner. mug first. its really not the time to make you so fan nao anymore.

i know i suck. and to that 'passerby'. open your eyes and see. i am the one who dun deserve her. but still... next time get your facts right. =x i am the sucky one here.


HMMM


today is a boring day. come to think of it... after paying $61.50 i will have.... 30 bucks for the rest of the month. WOOOOOTS! so much money left for the present. hur. =x DOOOOOOMSDAY~

btw. the cake is nice. the pizza is nice. still. the VIDEO is the best.

nice job IVY! ^^

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