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Thursday, March 6, 2008

Day 38

LOL! this is weird. LOL! after 38 days without you i still feel so awkward to be alone. its like so... alone? LOL! ok. this is freaky. =.= haiz. but still. bear with it. life have to move on. since you chose to keep those as memories and not at all interested for a 2nd chance why force? LOL! if u feel comfortable replying 'hmm. okay. ya.' then i have nothing to say. MM! what to do.



maybe somethings someone have to learn it in a somewhat hard way..



waste my brain cells on something more constructive ba.. tmr got CHEM TEST! and MATHS TEST! and i have to do my ECONS , MATHS and CHEM tut. =.= i got around 4 hours left. think i can finish all of these?! LOL! ITS IS POSSIBLE?! arhahaha.. later ba. i go chat a awhile FIRST! arhahahahaha. sian.

what to do now!! ARH! i am just bored to the bottom of a bottomless pit. T.T so are you? but still. u aren't replying me. lol. i know you. the more i ask u to reply. the more u will resist to reply me. leave it as it is ba..

i am too tired. so are you. i am the one who dun deserve you. yea. u kept saying 'i am not worth it. u have to move on.' but we both know that its the other way round..


where is the love?

where is the love for me?

where is the love for me from you?

where is the love for the kids in Africa? =.= ok. random. but true.


seriously i am being insensible here. you aren't feeling any better also. haiz. i know u are hurt too. tired, drained, wan to just scream everything out and just drop dead. i want to help. but i dunno how to help.

why tell me all the happy moments when u know u are not happy at all. okay. true. maybe cos i am still some where in your life thats why it is still so miserable. now that dao-ism u are demonstrating make sense.

i just kept inferring and inferring these days. one day i will score well in my compre. but too bad.. only got 2 questions on inference. haiz.




DEFENDER! if u happen to know my msn, PLS! talk to me. LOL! i wan to know who u are.. afterall u are the one who is speaking up for me till the very last.

p.s. uncle not say u din help to speak up for me. just that i know who u are already. LOL!

LOL! during PE today, arthur lim said : 'blahblahblahblah... can at least show some appreciation to what i do not?! blahblahblahblah...' LOL! ok. that was classic. sound like someone i used to know. LOL! that someone is not around anymore. mm.. his world is upside down now. =)




thanks to you/myself for painting my 18 years old into a black and white picture. ok. fine. with some blue and grey. -.-

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