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ANYWAY! thanx to defender. i dunno who that is.. i think i know. but the person who i think is defender wun do such a thing for me anymore.. but still. thanks!!
that aside. counting down 3 days to camp. and i am dying to go there now. so that i can get YOU out of my mind. i dun like being so stranger to you. wad for treating me like a stranger. with those ya/ok/why replies. but still better than no reply. come to think of it. is it even consider a reply? technically yes.
where is the love.. i loss the sense of love also. i dunno how to love. yea. u are rite. before u love someone, learn to love yourself. that goes to u too. i guess the tot of cutting is being super stupid. wad for cut for a girl who told u in the face that she never loved u. waste my blood? but rest assured. i din shed a blood for u yet. i doubt i will. maybe until 36 days later when i start to get cranky again. hur. not funny.
LOL! let it go man LEJUN! even uncle is chanting to me everyday. the more he chant, the more i think. the harder it is to let go. why let go when its a tree and not when its just a sprout. this is HARD! 10x harder than the bloody chem test.
HMM! time. WE need time. u have des and gang to keep me out of ur mind. i have.........nothing much to keep u out of my brain. CONCLUSION! i need to go for that bloody tough and tedious SI CAMP asap.
Today lessons are boring. the day is boring on the whole. spend half the day waiting for a sms that will never come. lol. had hamoc. goodness! 130 applicants. 60 came. onli 10 left at the end of our so called welcome-J1-mini-performance. LOL! what to say. HAMOC is the most POPULAR cca in AJC!
yawn. test test test test on friday. LOL! i realise the test is no longer only testing about our knowledge, its also testing our stamina. =.= how many test we can cope in one day. HUR!
where is the love? the love for others or the love for you? CHIM!
i'm running from reality
and into my own world