Friday, February 8, 2008
Day 11
HMMMM~ jus woke up at 9:19 am again... yesterday also the same time.. weird.. seems like no matter wad time i sleep i will end up waking at this time. first thing i tot when i woke is u again. blah.. u shudnt know.. how to let u know i let go already? aiya... juz thinking too much.. still cant believe for 17 months u toyed me.. i stupidly go take it so serious when u took it like a child play.. hmm.. i dunno wad to say.. but it still hurts leh. weird.. nothing seems to cheer me up.. i juz feel ditched. =.= for a matter of fact i am ditched.. u hurt me and left smiling... yea. i am certain now the feeling was never there.. maybe for the first month there is.. but the rest 16 months was juz me..
a stupid block of wood trying to hold on to someone that dun love me from the very start...
saw her photos on some blog the other day.. she look happy.. she will be happy with her frens.. but never with me... hurts yea.. it definitely does hurt me. now i wun even know which feeling is true.. i misread a feeling for 17 months. hur.. how wood can i be..
shit. when can i stop posting these crap...
i feel alone.... a piece of my heart is gone.. LOL. mocking me now ba. Labels: ?
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