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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Day 9 Part 2

wooo. hit day 10 le. 10 days after that... still feel like day 1. bullshit. she is happy. so shud i. but i cant be happy. i am no happy. i am not ok.. chinese new year dun seem rite.. i have no mood to cheer.. to be happy...

CNY concert was a success. quite smooth.. juz volume wise its a bit soft. on the whole its a whole new experience... i wan be soloist... its dam cool. guess if i am the soloist no one will go the concert..

after the whole thing they drag me to pool.. totally no mood. cant concentrate at all.. even burn my hand because of the rough stick.. sian... totally no mood.. end up leaving early.. sorry guys.

i dun get it.. we can pull through all these de.. last time i am not understanding after u tell me i got change.. we were back again.. but now.. this time... u choose to let go.. y let go.. after so long?

u said the tot of me will hurt you.. but come to think of it.. why will u even think of me. u have all ur DANCE FRENS to cheer u up. u shud be more than happy to forget me...

i doubt there will be a chance to be back.. i wan you back.. as bad as u wan me to leave..

i juz dun believe the feeling gone.. i dun believe it. i know i being stupid.. but i juz dun believe it. i juz wan be a good fren.. if not at least a true fren that u can talk to... but u dun even wan to talk to me.. start topic le still so dao.. wads the point. good fren meh? its like a stranger...

give u time ba.. chi new year. u shud be happy. i shud be happy too... but actual fact i am dam emo... i still have smile in front of my mum...

'...may u get all that u wish for.'

i wish for a piece of my heart.. my wish for my soul mate.. i wish for a support. i wish for some one who actually felt my pain. i wish for some one that treasures me.. i wish for some one that love to this date will fall for me again...



i wish for you....

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