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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Day 3

talk alot today... really miss thatgirl so much.. all thatboy wants a abit more attention.. to be precise special attention? thatguy tok to thatgirl on the phone.. they had a heart to heart talk.. they make things clear to each other... there are inevitably some problems that have no answer to it... she choose to still stick it her way... thatboy have no choice but to follow her way.. she mentioned lets get back together.. but he knew it was not coming from her heart.. it cant be coming from her heart..

they both scarifized a lot... she was reluctant... she have too many things to commit.. she know that he was emo and she still can tell him that she is too tired and wan to go home to sleep... wad level of commitment? judge that urself.. he saw this interesting book today... its about love.. the cover read..

"Never let teenager get hold of love.. they are too emotionally unstable"

its really true... too true..

he called her... he told her how he hurt was when he know his effort to keep the feeling going has no return.... he told her how he hurt was.... she told him that she is happy.. truely happy.. much happier than she was with him.. he asked if she is juz hiding her feelings for him away... she replied dun force me to hurt u again.. u are so sadist.. come back for more hurting onli.. the answer is clear enough... its a no..

she really dun like him le...

yea. she did cry when she heard how much effort he put in.. thatboy was not sure wad she was crying over also.. but one thing he knows.. it cant be because she still like him... thatboy stopped crying.. he din cry at all.. he was left alone again today... he felt really lonely and so hurt deep inside.. memories comes streaming in.... but he din cry.. maybe he is over it or maybe he is too lost to even realize he is hurt... only he knows.. he juz have to keep it to himself like wad she did..

he came up with a silly idea that maybe she is hurt also when she is alone with no frens.. its not true... technology is catching up.. she have MSN... a technology so powerful that it break them apart.. shutter them into pieces... while he is desperately finding those pieces back.. she was there... staring.. hurted for hurting him.. but no intention of helping at all... he can tell others that he dun love her le.. but he knows he does...


seriously i see no point moving on like this also.. it hurts deeper day by day.. but one day it will juz go so deep inside that i cant even feel it.....


PS: he called her again after the post... she is ok.... ^^

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