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一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈我知道你的心已不再
放开 这是最好的决定
你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃 是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃 是什么原因
你狠心丢我在 这里
一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不再
放开 这是最好的决定
你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃 是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃 是什么原因
你狠心丢我在 这里
Few months back....
thatgirl: send me for wad? u dun love me le ar?!
thatboy: dun be stupid la. i love u. its just a nice song... kuku.
thatgirl: oh... chey.
Now....
... he listen to that song after pe... it hurt him.. he got tear running in circles.. he cant stand in anymore.. it had being the whole day.. so many things happen.. so much time passed... he cant hold back anymore.. he found a bench and ly down... letting his feeling out...
so many things happened.. in that short 2 weeks.. he tot it was so fast.. he went for lesson as normal.. juz that he lost his heart.. it was taken away and nvr given back to him.. he wondered y din he dump her instead when he lost the feeling last year.. he hang on.. he din wan see her cry.. he managed to fall for her... again. how he wish it was March 07.... he could have juz drop her and move on... then its not hurt for him but it will hurt her so much.. that aside.. he tried to develop feelings for her.. and he did.. all the surprise appearance of "Guest of Honour" did cheer her up alot.. so much so that he enjoy doing it.. he wan to to see her smile and giggle.. he love that smile.. he miss it too...
during one of his breaks he felt alone.. guys were all eating.. while he lost his appetite.. he went to find ppl to tok to.. at least keep him occupied.. then the worse thing happen.. we shall name the culprit as the big E....
thatboy: maybe i shud get my eye candy's number ar... that i will feel better ba....
E: u sure or not? ppl got BOYfriend le leh.......
thatboy: ya hor... aiya then forget it....
the worse part came...
E: and somemore u have GIRLFRIEND already......
there was few seconds of silence.. he juz smile and nodded at her ignorance but that word was striking... like lightning piercing through his heart.. its over.... the next thing he saw was his best fren and her hockey girlfren.. so sweet and feeding each other... then YR came and said..
y dun u say this to him.... HEY even i break le u have break ar...?!
hurhur.. how sensitive ppl ar.. he had a good laugh at it.. but deep in he know he was just laughing at himself... LOL.. how smart.. how silly... how stupid...
then he had mass civic.. that big monkey said this " we shud be happy that we failed young.. we are more thick skin to face it....." its so true.. i am so thick skin to even laugh at myself... how stupid...
enough of the lying and think he opened his eyes.. all he saw was the blue sky... he tot to himself... whats the point... the song is so right... he can cry his lungs out and cry his heart out... who is there to care... thatgirl is gone for good... juz have to face it.... he really hopes those tears are the last few drops.... but its hard to say.. maybe its just a cover up of how he really feel deep inside...
he really wants her back... badly... he feel cold alone...
good new though.. he found something to keep him occupied.. sleep.
LOL but now he cant... he have to bear the pain and do his stupid GP summary and MATHS vectors...
i'm running from reality
and into my own world
